[Q] Bricked? need help

So i update my phone to 4.4.4 following instructions from http://trendblog.net/flash-android-4-4-4-without-wiping-and-loosing-root/.
It worked fine. Though Nexus rootkit could install custom recovery, but root went good.

So i thought i install TWRP through goomanager but it didnt download so i follow instructions from (http://xdaforums.com/showthread.php?t=2534383)
"In a Terminal Emulator in android with a rooted device
Save it to the root of your /sdcard directly (internal memory only) and rename it to twrp.blob
Launch terminal emulator or connect to your computer and open an adb shell, then type the following:
su
dd if=/sdcard/twrp.blob of=/dev/block/mmcblk0p4
Then reboot to complete installation."

NOW THE PROBLEM, i only wrote the command line until "dd if=/sdcard/twrp.blob of=/dev/block/mmcblk" beacuse i accidently pushed enter, damn those small keys... i wrote the full command line again and reboot.

Now it won\t boot up at all, i get a flashing red light when i hold in the power button, volume+powerbutton doesnt work either..
Also i have no backups.
Is this a fixable problem?

i managed to do first 7 steps http://xdaforums.com/nexus-4/general/tutorial-how-to-unbrick-n4-t2347060
and the adb driver..
but the download mode isnt showing up, just get a flasing red led.
Was googling but only found jtag service in USA, i live in sweden. Any tips of closer jtag maybe?