Default Help messed up please bricked i think

I was flashing beanstalk on my xt912 i think i put it in rom slot 3 with gapps i flashed it after wiping cache,data,system,android secure,and delvik cache i rebooted and now it wont go past the M screen i can get into my stock recovery but my safestrap isnt loading i get a android lying on his back with a sign above him when i hit boot recovery in my stock recovery what do i do please help please please please im lost right now

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