I'll get up earlier next morning and I'll try to flash kernel (can I get to recovery by flashing a stock kernel? can I flash a stock kernel now? should I flash it with flashmode or fastboot?) I have recovered fully my phone in CWM before flashing Cyanogen so I can recover this.
I think it's good that phone reacts to trying to get in flashmode. It may be a good signal.
Again thanks for help Sir.
Btw not sure if it changes osmething but I have no red when I am charging and now I can't even start the phone. (3 red led blink)